Wakey wakey friends! It’s Friday! It’s been a long but short week! Things have been moving along here. Work is busy but busy is always good in my opinion! The week sort of dragged for me even if it was a shorter one. I’m starting to see more clients in office which can be weird and leaves me a little anxious. I know being fully vaccinated I shouldn’t feel that way but it’ll take a while to get used to being around people again!
I’m also slowly getting used to being alone again! As you know my boyfriend flew back to CA for work. He’ll be gone a month and he’ll start his normal back and fourth schedule. It’s weird for me and I’m trying to get used to him not being around. Ironically, I feel lonely. I have so many friends both online and in real life and of course, my family. I’m constantly getting calls from all the people I adore most in the world including my boyfriend but I still feel oddly lonely without him physically being here. I really got used to just being his shadow for a year and a half and following him from room to room with constant chatter about absolutely nothing. He’s such a great sport and gave me his comforting “mmm-hmmm Bells”. He always knew he didn’t have to offer feedback when I went into commentary about my latest Rae Dunn lemming, K-Drama I was watching, or my latest online crush or obsession but just listening to me and rubbing my back while mmm-hmmming was always enough! And no, it didn’t mean he was ignoring me or tuned out. He could relate back everything I said. He was just there, letting me chatter like I’ve been known to do, and caring enough to listen to it. I think the lonely feeling stems from the fact for nearly a year we are were in a bubble. I’ve always had a big social life. Out with friends, game nights, dinners, movies, concerts, etc…etc…it was a constant stream of always doing something. It was the same when my boyfriend was home. We we’re always doing something with our friends, going out, etc…when the pandemic struck we isolated like the rest of the world and it was just us in a little bubble and it was awesome. We never had that much “our” time before and here we were with an entire year’s worth of it! Now I have to get used to not having it anymore and it’s a little strange!
But anyway…enough of my pity party….
I hope you did your best this week! That you were strong, productive, and your awesome self that I know you are. I hope you were good humans and you made others feel great.
I think you’re beautiful, I think you can kick ass today, and I think you should go play with liquid eyeliner because that’s what I’ve been doing lately.
My love list goes out to eyeliner this week. I found myself with too much time on my hands this week and a loaded Ambreesh Cosmetics Draw the Line Eyeliner and that flick seems to be coming a little easier lately. Wow Ambreesh! Count me impressed. This is an interesting little liner you got going on here! This is actually a creme eyeliner that looks like a liquid formula…! It’s hard to explain but trust me it’s very interesting and draws the smoothest lines! I’ll have a review of it soon but if you’re a liner kind of girl or guy you need!
I have no idea why I decided I need to practice liquid lining. Some small part of me was like I wanna feel seggsy (don’t worry, I realize liquid liner is never going to improve upon how amazingly, incredibly sexy I am already! Heavy sarcasm ha!) so it was a let’s go poke our eye out and play with liquid liner and make poor makeup decisions kind of week! I started out with Beauty Bakerie’s Lollipop Liners Liquid Eyeliner which is actually pretty darn sharp but a little too advanced for my shaky, you’ll poke your eye out hands!
I moved on to L’Oreal Infallible Lacquer Liner which is the end all gel liner in my opinion. It blows everything else out of the water! But wow, it’s so hard to find in stores lately!
I was on some serious mission with the liner this week…! I can’t tell you what the mission was about but it was a mission!
To add to my love list today we should talk Ranch dressing. Who watches that Ranch girl from the UK on Tiktok? She’s discovered ranch and she puts it on all the damn things. There’s some debate whether ranch should go on pizza and let me shut it down right now. Ranch and pepperoni pizza are a MUST no questions, no buts, no disagreements. You can’t eat pizza without ranch.
Fight me.
I’m sorry but I’m adding netaporter.com’s sale on this list because it’s making me broke and I love it. They have so much sh1t on sale it’s surreal. Get over there and shop!
I think we need to add crap I ate but shouldn’t have eaten but loved anyway onto this list. Total cheat meal but I did have the Mcdonald’s BTS Meal and those sauces are growing on me…! I ate an entire theater size box of Reese’s Pieces the other day while watching the Mummy on HBOMax and wondering how Brendan Fraser is doing and thinking about how horrible it was they did a part three and recast Evie (I never watched it because of that!). I also may have eaten pate off Cheez-It Crackers the other day but I’m not confirming that rumor or denying it at the moment just no comment. Those Cheez-It Crackers are salty AF.
This my friend is today’s love list….!
Share yours! I always love reading them.
Be well, be happy, be safe, be the awesome humans I know you are!
The weekend is just a few hours away….!
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